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Pedophile on The Governing Body

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the bottom line there is zero tolerance for any homosexual activity in jehovah’s holy organization.

so all known gays had been kicked out and disfellowshipped before i got to bethel and gays got kicked and disfellowshipped and disgraced when i was there.

sorry, i guess i meant most homosexuals were kicked out in disgrace.

new boy

This was written by someone in the Canadian Bethel who seemed to know Chapman and Greenless well.

Percy Chapman and his companion Leo Greenlees were sent by Rutherford from London Bethel in 1936 to replace the rebel Canadian Branch Overseer, Walter Salter, who had started up his own group over the "elected elders" debacle. Percy was a mesmerizing public speaker of the old school (no voice amplification required) and with his Lancashire lilt of voice reminded me of Winston Churchill, flapping jowls and all. I can still remember the reverberating vibrato of his voice warning of the "vile depths of the abominations" and since I knew that homosexuality was "an abomination unto the lord" wondered if that was what he was referring to. It was not until later that I began to suspect the administration at Bethel was mainly gay.

I remember the shock at a district assembly in 1959 at Halifax, Nova Scotia where Percy Chapman, then the branch overseer of Canada was to give the main talk. Suddenly who should appear to replace him, but Brother Knorr, the President from New York. Percy Chapman just disappeared from sight. Later we found out that Brother Knorr had removed all responsibilities from Percy but allowed him to remain at Bethel in Toronto as a janitor. The next shock was that Percy Chapman was forced to be married. Percy, following the Rutherford line, was totally anti- marriage and he made sure that none of the "Bethel boys" even contemplated the subject with very strict rules and early curfews. The only way a bethel boy could see another sister would be to go on a Bible study with her. My parents started studying in 1945 with a beautiful young pioneer sister named Joyce Randall and every week there would be a new Bethel boy accompanying her. She later was sent to Gilead and posted in Peru, totally isolated, only to be seduced by a latin lover. Of course she was disfellowshipped and sent home in disgrace. But my family did get to know a lot of Bethel boys. They were all young and handsome, hand-picked by Percy Chapman; there was even an elite group known as "Percy's boys" who would accompany him to expensive restaurants and bars and receive other favours. At the time, Bethel was on Irwin Avenue, now (although replaced by a condominium) in the centre of the gay district of Toronto. There was even a Kingdom Hall above "the Parkside", one of Toronto's few gay bars in the fifties and sixties.

Poor Leo Greenlees, Percy's close companion for three decades even when at London Bethel, had to find himself a new room-mate. Leo was a cheerful, likable fellow, with his thick Scottish brogue and also an electrifying public speaker. He was very open about his homosexuality to those few good-looking young brothers like those he would meet at one of the summer resorts in Haliburton run by Jehovah's Witnesses (later bequeathed to the Watchtower Society). I got to know Leo a little better when he was assigned to be congregation overseer at the Kingdom Hall I attended as a teenager during the early sixties in Richmond Hill, just north of Toronto. He would bring along another bethel boy, Lorne Bridle, who was very good looking and charming. After a failed marriage to a young pioneer sister, he eventually committed suicide. I often wondered what tortured state of mind led him to that - but so often the fate of closeted gays in the Watchtower society!

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Pedophile on The Governing Body

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the bottom line there is zero tolerance for any homosexual activity in jehovah’s holy organization.

so all known gays had been kicked out and disfellowshipped before i got to bethel and gays got kicked and disfellowshipped and disgraced when i was there.

sorry, i guess i meant most homosexuals were kicked out in disgrace.

new boy

This is old information. Mark Palo even has a YouTube on the subject. This was all exposed the same time they "Let Leo leave" to find more young kids to have Bible studies with. Bastards!

Google Jehovah Witnesses governing Body

Three members resigned

Ray Franz we know why.

Chitty, Greenlees, Do some research it's all right there.

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Pedophile on The Governing Body

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the bottom line there is zero tolerance for any homosexual activity in jehovah’s holy organization.

so all known gays had been kicked out and disfellowshipped before i got to bethel and gays got kicked and disfellowshipped and disgraced when i was there.

sorry, i guess i meant most homosexuals were kicked out in disgrace.

new boy

My guess after he screwed over poor Mark Palo he probably went through Mark's pockets looking for loose change.

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Pedophile on The Governing Body

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the bottom line there is zero tolerance for any homosexual activity in jehovah’s holy organization.

so all known gays had been kicked out and disfellowshipped before i got to bethel and gays got kicked and disfellowshipped and disgraced when i was there.

sorry, i guess i meant most homosexuals were kicked out in disgrace.

new boy

The reason I don't talk about Chitty is, I don't condemn homosexuals. I condemn the societies hypocritical stand and it's condoning and hiding child molesters and pedophiles.

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Pedophile on The Governing Body

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the bottom line there is zero tolerance for any homosexual activity in jehovah’s holy organization.

so all known gays had been kicked out and disfellowshipped before i got to bethel and gays got kicked and disfellowshipped and disgraced when i was there.

sorry, i guess i meant most homosexuals were kicked out in disgrace.

new boy

The bottom line there is zero tolerance for any homosexual activity in Jehovah’s holy organization. So all known gays had been kicked out and disfellowshipped before I got to Bethel and gays got kicked and disfellowshipped and disgraced when I was there.

Sorry, I guess I meant most homosexuals were kicked out in disgrace. Unless the president and his buddies liked you. Then you could leave, with no disgrace and even pioneer!

You had to be in their “club” of course. “The good old boys club” that is.

So which homosexuals did they like? How about two members of the governing body! Remember, “The Governing Body” the top leaders of the Watchtower Bible and Tract Society! At the time there was seventeen members on the “Governing body” two of which were gay. That means that over 11% were gay. Since, these men were all appointed by god’s Holy Spirit maybe god likes gays more than the Watchtower would like to admit.

Leo Greenlees was the overseer of the Green Point congregation in the Queens. He was a Bethel Elder and governing body member. He was a homosexual and pedophile. He really love the “brothers” especially the younger brothers. He raped young Mark Palo when he was just ten years and many others.

Mark's father was a Bethelite in Rutherford's day. When Mark was old enough, he volunteered to go to Bethel also. Guess what their answer was? No!

So back to Mr. Greenlees. How did they deal with this pedophile? What punishment was administered? What example did they make of one of their own?

They gave him a golden parachute and “asked” him to leave.

After he left he pioneered in the New Orleans area for awhile and then moved around to many different congregations over the next few years. Just like most pedophiles do until they are stopped.

I ran into him in Mexico in the late nineteen eighties, when I was there on vacation with my wife. He was a special pioneer at the time. I didn’t know the history about him back then. I do remember thinking to myself why would someone who was on the “Governing Body” be a special pioneer in Mexico now? This was strange indeed.

I also remember him telling me how he had many “Bible studies” mostly with younger boys. Big surprise.

January 1, 1986 WT article (p. 13), which commented: “Shocking as it is, some who have been prominent in Jehovah’s organization have succumbed to homosexuality and child molesting.” I wonder who they were talking about?

Yes, they spoke out and condemned it in their publications but let it slide when it really mattered.

Maybe there is another story here we are not seeing. Let’s follow the money. As a special pioneer Leo was being paid directly by the society every month up to the day he died. Leo was not in disgrace and enjoyed his position of prominence. He was buggering young boys moving from congregation to congregation. Why wasn’t he stopped? Why did they turn a blind eye and paid him off as well?

What was Leo’s position at Bethel? He was the Secretary Treasurer of the whole Watchtower Bible and Tract Society. Meaning he knew everything about their finances. My guess is he had them by the balls and they knew it.

He had so much dirt on them, that if it came to light he could have blasted their Watchtower Bible and Truck society back to the time of the great “Miracle Wheat” scandal of 1911. When Brother Russell was selling wheat that went for about .90 cents a bushel for $60 a bushel. Of course that was a miracle indeed that people were stupid enouigh to buy it.

My guess is when he was caught. He told them what his terms would be. They had no choice but to agree with them and play ball.

For Leo the only reprimand he got was the announcement at the headquarters breakfast table and I quote. “Leo Greenlees is no longer a Bethelite. End of the matter.”

So there are only two options here. Leo Greenlees was in “The good old boy country club” and he got a “get out of jail free card.” Or maybe he wasn’t. He was just a person who had a lot of nasty information about the society and threated to use it on them. In which case he got the same “get out of jail free card.”

Either way they are blood guilty. They have put their own self-interest ahead of the wellbeing of the people and even little children they were supposed to be looking after.

The Watchtower Bible Track Society of New York or Pennsylvania have hidden pedophiles in their organization in the pass. They are hiding them today and will do so in the future.

You don’t believe me. Get on the internet.

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Revision and new info for Chapter 25 New Boy 50 years a Watchtower slave

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my upbringing in the church had taught me that they were detestable in god’s eyes.

they drove the point home with scripture after scripture.

leviticus 20:13 "if a man practices homosexuality, having sex with another man as with a woman, both men have committed a detestable act.

new boy

My upbringing in the church had taught me that they were detestable in god’s eyes. They drove the point home with scripture after scripture. Leviticus 20:13 "If a man practices homosexuality, having sex with another man as with a woman, both men have committed a detestable act. They must both be put to death, for they are guilty of a capital offense.” Romans 1:27 “Likewise, the men abandoned natural relations with women and burned with lust for one another. Men committed indecent acts with other men, and received in themselves the due penalty for their error.” This sin was much worse than fornication and that is the reason why Sodom and Gomora were destroyed. This is what I was taught to believe in.

So of course the bottom line there is zero tolerance for any homosexual activity in Jehovah’s holy organization.

Before I go on, I must say. Though I was a stanch homophobic for most my life, I’m not that person now. My heart goes out to the thousands of gays who have lost their families because of their sexual orientation. They are part of our society and should be accepted as such. I don’t feel the same way about pedophiles.

The bottom line there is zero tolerance for any homosexual activity in Jehovah’s holy organization. So all known gays had been kicked out and disfellowshipped before I got there and gays got kicked and disfellowshipped and disgraced when I was there.

Sorry, I guess I meant most homosexuals were kicked out in disgrace. Unless the president and his buddies liked you. Then you could leave, with no disgrace and even pioneer!

You had to be in their “club” of course. “The good old boys club” that is.

So which homosexuals did they like? How about two members of the governing body! Remember, “The Governing Body” the top leaders of the Watchtower Bible and Tract Society! At the time there was seventeen members on the “Governing body” two of which were gay. That means that over 11% were gay. Since, these men were all appointed by god’s Holy Spirit maybe god likes gays more than the Watchtower would like to admit.

Leo Greenlees was the overseer of the Green Point congregation in the Queens. He was a Bethel Elder and governing body member. He was a homosexual and pedophile. He really love the “brothers” especially the younger brothers. He raped young Mark Palo when he was just ten years old and many others.

How did they deal with this pedophile? What punishment was administered? What example did they make of one of their own?

They gave him a golden parachute and “asked” him to leave.

After he left he pioneered in the New Orleans area for awhile and then moved around to many different congregations over the next few years. Just like most pedophiles do until they are stopped.

I ran into him in Mexico in the late nineteen eighties, when I was there on vacation with my wife. He was a special pioneer at the time. I didn’t know the history about him back then. I do remember thinking to myself why would someone who was on the “Governing Body” be a special pioneer in Mexico now? This was strange indeed.

I also remember him telling me how he had many “Bible studies” mostly with younger boys. Big surprise.

January 1, 1986 WT article (p. 13), which commented: “Shocking as it is, some who have been prominent in Jehovah’s organization have succumbed to homosexuality and child molesting.” I wonder who they were talking about?

Yes, they spoke out and condemned it in their publications but let it slide when it really mattered.

Maybe there is another story here we are not seeing. Let’s follow the money. As a special pioneer Leo was being paid directly by the society every month up to the day he died. Leo was not in disgrace and enjoyed his position of prominence. He was buggering young boys moving from congregation to congregation. Why wasn’t he stopped? Why did they turn a blind eye and paid him off as well?

What was Leo’s position at Bethel? He was the Secretary Treasurer of the whole Watchtower Bible and Tract Society. Meaning he knew everything about their finances. My guess is he had them by the balls and they knew it.

He had so much dirt on them, that if it came to light he could have blasted their Watchtower Bible and Truck society back to the time of the great “Miracle Wheat” scandal of 1911. When Brother Russell was selling wheat that went for about .90 cents a bushel for $60 a bushel. Of course the miracle was people were stupid enough to buy it.

My guess is when he was caught. He told them what his terms would be. They had no choice but to agree with them and play ball.

For Leo the only reprimand he got was the announcement at the headquarters breakfast table and I quote. “Leo Greenlees is no longer a Bethelite. End of the matter.”

So there are only two options here. Leo Greenlees was in “The good old boy country club” and he got a “get out of jail free card.” Or maybe he wasn’t. He was just a person who had a lot of nasty information about the society and threated to use it on them. In which case he got the same “get out of jail free card.”

Either way they are blood guilty. They have put their own self-interest ahead of the wellbeing of the people and even little children they were supposed to be looking after.

The Watchtower Bible Track Society of New York or Pennsylvania have hidden pedophiles in their organization in the pass. They are hiding them today and will do so in the future.

You don’t believe me. Get on the internet.

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Chapter 27 New Boy 50 years a Watchtower slave

by new boy in

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so you’re working about forty six hours a week at bethel.

monday night was the bethel watchtower study, tuesdays and fridays nights were your meeting nights at the kingdom hall.

that was your free time.

new boy

Chapter 27

Hero and a Quart of Beer

So you’re working about forty six hours a week at Bethel. Monday night was the Bethel Watchtower study, Tuesdays and Fridays nights were your meeting nights at the Kingdom hall. Sunday was field service in the mornings and meetings in the afternoon. So basically your only free time you weren’t doing something for the Lord was two weekday nights and Saturday afternoon and evening. Maybe 15 to 17 hours a week that was free time when you weren’t sleeping, working or going to meetings. That was your free time. So guess what some Bethelites did with all this free time?

We got another job.

The called those outside jobs, “G” jobs. No one really knows were the name came from. But a“G” job is, any job you did to make more money, more than the .71 cents a day or the twenty two dollars a month bethel gave us. We were spending about nine dollars a month just on subway tokens. So after traveling expenses we made about .05 cents an hour.

I heard a story about a guy who was mugged in New York City. The mugger put a gun to his head and said. "Give me your money or I'm going to blow your brains out!" The man said. "You better shoot, because I know one thing about New York, you can live here without brains but you got to have money!"

Many of the brothers there had families that couldn’t send them any extra cash each month for the basic necessities. So the extra ten or twenty bucks a week made a big difference, in making your life a little more comfortable there.

So even if the sisters did forgot your dinner at the Kingdom Hall there could be a slice of pizza in your future. A piece of pizza then was .75 cents or about two days worth of work. Once or twice a week, you could get a "Hero and a quart of beer," down at Pioneer deli. If you were really rolling, you would buy a chuck steak at .69 cents a pound and some frozen French fries and cook it up in your room, on your electric skillet. That my friend was living!

There were many different type of “G” jobs. Some guys in the press room ran "The paper route" it started at 3:00 a.m. on Sunday mornings. You ran through these high rise apartments delivering the Sunday edition of the New York Times. I did it once, not for me.

Some lucky guys worked at Fleur De Lis catering hall in Brooklyn, great tips plus you could keep all the half-drunk wine bottles, when it was over. There was a waiting list, to work there. Some guys did old jobs like painting apartments. My friend Jim Pipkorn, worked a funeral home in in the lower East side.

I first got a job as a dish washer. I washed pots and pans in and high end restaurant three blocks from Bethel. I was a true “Pot Licker.”

To this day, I will not order turkey and dressing in a restaurant. The restaurant would serve these little miniature loafs of bread. People would eat half of them and then they would put out their cigarettes butts in what was left of the bread. The waiters would bring what was left of the loaf back to the kitchen and throw them in a dirty card board box on the floor. Next week the bread was the stuffing for the turkey and bread stuffing.

I also so worked in two liqueur stores one in the "Inwood" area and one in "The Heights." Hey $1.75 an hour is good money. I was only making .05 cents an hour, working for Jehovah. I guess Jehovah doesn't believe in minimum wage. Some nights I didn’t get paid. I took my earnings out in trade.

Dave Borga, Jim Pipkorn’s roommate, would go down in Bethel history. He turned out to be the “King of all G jobbers." They still talk about him to this day in the "New boy talks." He had a full time job working the night shift at toy factory in New Jersey. That’s right, he was working almost ninety hours a week! He was getting by on just 3 to 4 hours sleep a night. Dave was able to buy a newer ford mustang before he left Bethel. Needless to say he didn’t last long, at that pace.

One day at lunch on Doctor Dixon's table the whole upper dining room was pretty quiet. One table was really loud, it was the tour table. The good doctor keep looking over and giving them a look like. "How dare they disturb my eating.”

I said. "You tell they are not Bethelities." Meaning they were happy and joyful.

He knew what I meant and said. "I think you have a bad attitude about Bethel."

I said. "I have a bad attitude about New York City."

He said. "Are you kidding, look at all the great things you can do here, you have all the plays and the fine dining!"

I said. "Brother Dixon, I don't know about the New York City you’re talking about. A poor Bethelite’s New York City, is a hero sandwich and a quart of beer once a week, if we are lucky."

He gave me a disgusted look and looked away.

I never like him. He was pompous ass. He was a surgeon and not a general practitioner, so he had the bed side manner of a goat.

He was the guy that wanted to stick my friend Steve and his family with thousands of dollars of medical bills after his accident in the carpenter shop.

A young Bethelite was complaining about bleeding from his rectum. The good doctor told the brother that it was no big deal that he probably “Just wiping his ass to hard with toilet paper.” The brother didn’t like the diagnosis and paid a worldly doctor for a second opinion. After many test they found out he had a bleeding ulcer.

My favorite story about good doctor.

OSHA came a long too late for us. The noise level it the pressroom was deafening. So some of the guys started wearing ear muffs for protection! They paid for these themselves. The tours were going through and noticing that some of the "brothers" were wearing the ear muffs but most "brothers" were not wearing any ear protection!

So,different people on the tours stared to ask the tour guides "Is there a real problem with noise in the press room?”

So now the society had a real problem, should we spend hundreds of dollars on ear protections, or make the "brothers" who were wearing them stop wearing them?

So what do we do?......Health?....or money? Good Question? Well, we got new light on the matter in the summer of 1973.

Every month, we would have a fire drill in the factory. We would all gather in the basement of building one and Max Larson our factory overseer would give us the new information, we needed to know. He wanted to help us with this question about "Ear muffs" noise pollution.

So he said and I quote. "I have a letter here, from Doctor Dixon, and he says that ear muffs are not good to use, because they could cause ear infections!"

There, we have it, the new light about ear muffs. So of course everyone stopped wearing them. So some of my old friends from the press room are wearing earring aids now.

Yes, I was I was getting a bad attitude because they were pissing on us and calling it water.

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Chapter 26 New Boy 50 years a Watchtower slave

by new boy in

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we wanted sex too.

so why did he get married?

so they punishment you for leaving bethel and getting married?

new boy

Yes true. You had to have a 4-D classification in order ton go to Bethel. You could loss this classification if you short timed because you were not allow to pioneer for six months.

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Chapter 26 New Boy 50 years a Watchtower slave

by new boy in

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we wanted sex too.

so why did he get married?

so they punishment you for leaving bethel and getting married?

new boy

In order to get a 4-D classification you had to be either a pioneer or a Bethelite. If you left before your time you were neither.

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Chapter 26 New Boy 50 years a Watchtower slave

by new boy in

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we wanted sex too.

so why did he get married?

so they punishment you for leaving bethel and getting married?

new boy

Chapter 26

By their love

So Steve move out of the room. I guess I wasn't friendly enough. Maybe he found a roommate who was more NPG friendly. I got to keep the room, that’s how it works there.

I got a new roommate. He was my old buddy Jack Sutton, one of the guys from the laundry. He was from Phoenix and I was from California. So we decided to decorate our room in a western motif. We had some old western posters on our walls and a poster of a bull fighter and a bull in old Mexico.

Anyway one night about 7:00 p.m. we get this knock on the door. It’s is Curtis Johnson the newly appointed home servant to the Towers. This Guy looked and talked just like the Nazis guy in the movie "Raiders of the lost Ark." The guy with thick black glasses and the shit eating smile all the time. He was bald headed and 5 ft. 4” a real tweeb. The perfect company man.

We said. "You are welcome come in."

You could tell he felt very uncomfortable. "No thanks, brothers, I'm here to talk about your room.

“Our room?”

“The decorations in your room."

"OK, what about them?"

"We don't like them."

"Who is we?"

"Well, the Bethel office."

"Really?"

"Really!" He said as he was twitching.

"We don’t like your bull fighting poster on your wall. A tour group might think we like killing animals."

"Brother Johnson, no tours come through the Towers Hotel and beside we don’t even look at the picture that way."

"Never mind about that, we want it down!"

“Alright." We said." We‘ll take it down."

We never said when we would take it down though. So when we moved out a year later to a different room, we took it down then. I’m sure our file was noted.

I'm afraid we haven't seen the last of our dear "brother" Johnson. More on him later.

Most of us went to Bethel, thinking we wanted to make it our life long career. What better place to be right before 1975, when god was coming back to kick some serious ass? That dream ended for the vast majority after just few months there, when they found out that something was very wrong. Otherwise why would anyone want to leave the spiritual paradise, they claimed it to be? With only 2-5% staying after their four year commitment had ended, and a very big percentage leaving before their time was even up. The average stay there in 1974 was only about eight months. It was not a happy place, they were leaving in droves.

When I went there they were calling in guys who had pioneered from one to two years. By the time I left they were calling in guys who had never pioneered. Since they were having a hard time getting people there they tried the “One year program.” They brought in a hundred new boys that all signed a one year commitment. Guess what? Most of these guys left at their one year mark or before. There was just a small percentage of people who stayed after there one year was up. It was just like Nazis Germany at the end of WWII when they were calling up kids and old men.

So getting a girlfriend and having sex, was looking better all the time. Hey! The Governing Body were doing it and most the bethel "heavies" were doing it. We wanted sex too.

Just why do you think Knorr got married? Did he get married for companionship? No! There are over 1,500 "brothers" back there he could have that with. He could do things with them, sit around and talk about the bible or go to a movie or play chess. There were plenty of "brown noses" for that. Did he get married to have children? No! It is forbidden to have children at Bethel. Did he get married to be with that one special person forever? No! He was going to heaven and she wasn't. So why did he get married?

It sure looks like good old fashion S.E.X.......to me.

Strange that most of the Governing Body were Germans at that time. Knorr, Franz, Swingle, Suiter, Henschel, Groh. Fekel, Schroeder, Potzinger. Sorry no women and no blacks. White, German, Pennsylvania Dutch in most cases. Hard men with hard hearts.

Even the Germans like sex too. I found that out after Knorr’s new boy sex talk.

So he and his buddies were able to enjoy that privilege. I say privilege, because not everyone was permitted to have it. Knorr came up with the new rules for having sex at Bethel, after he surprised the whole Bethel family and came back from a vacation married to Audrey in the early nineteen fifties.

New rules now. If you want to get married and stay at Bethel, you needed a total of fourteen years of full time service. So you were forbidden to get married for any reason for 4 years period, no matter what. Now you can add another six years go if you wanted to stay. Plus the other person need four years of full time service in also.

I didn't say forbidden did I? I guess I did. But the Bible clearly states at 1 Timothy 4:1-3. "The Spirit clearly says that in later times some will abandon the faith and follow deceiving spirits, hypocritical liars, They would forbid people to marry."

So that can't be right. I forgot the old double standard rule kicks in again, at this time! Just another Bethel Catch 22.

They would say, well you signed an agreement! Yes, you’re 19 years old and you should have known what you were signing, right? It most states a contract isn’t even legal until you are twenty one.

Some would say. Well, you could always leave before your time. Yes, if you didn't mind the reproach and the shame of being a “short timer” you could do this.

There was also the punishment aspect. So they punishment you for leaving Bethel and getting married? Yes, the punishment for leaving before your time was up was this. You could not pioneer for six months. So how is that a punishment? These loving brothers were brilliant who thought this up. Check this out.

If you couldn’t pioneer you would lose your 4-D classification. That’s means in 1970 you would go back to a 1-A classification! It was the height of the Viet Nam war. So if you got called up to the draft board, guess what? You were going to jail!

Why would you be going to jail? Because of being a conscientious objector the only option for a Jehovah Witness male would be prison.

So the bottom line was that if you left before your time, you could be heading to a real prison.

Not the one in Brooklyn Heights.

Of course they could have thanked you for the two or three years of service you did spent there.

That’s not there style. No, it was get your prison uniform ready and grab your ankles.

All this caused plenty of hardship, shame, heart ache, and even death. Plus all the unhappy marriages and all the unnecessary trips some poor souls had to make to the hookers on 8th Ave. Only a few guys did that though.

But really don’t you think, a loving organization would have people’s best interest at heart? As in, "Oh......brother we are sorry to hear you are having a hard time here at Bethel. So you would like to leave? Go, my friend and be in peace. May god be with you, and thank you for the time, you did spend here with us and of course, you can pioneer if you like."

But that sounds like something Jesus would say.

Did I say loving organization? Let me think....Yes! I think it says somewhere in the Bible. "By their love you would be able to recognize them."

Boy isn't that truth? There was no real love there. It started at the very top and worked its way all the way down to the local the local Kingdom Halls. Yes, there is a pretense of love but at the real core there is something altogether different.

All the double standards, unwritten laws and bull shit. It was just too much for most of us. I say most of us because, there are some there that love it. They fit right with the cold hearted bastards that were running the place.